So bad,why? because I have made a mistake... perhaps... I slept on 10:30am maybe, because yesterday I could not sleep again.. I slept so sound asleep, likes a dream.. But it's true...
I felt like I never sleep such appearance. But it's just only fantasy. Around 6:50pm, i felt like someone's is calling me, who is he/she? That is my second elder brother, Ammar... I returned briefly, I just said "hurmmm"... I opened my eyes and got up and "what the hell?".. Almost one day also I gone to the land of nod.. Hohohohoo... But why all this became to myself? Is it bacause I could not to sleep last night? But why? The answered is, all those is my mistake.
But I can not blame anyone, that is my fault... So, who should i need to blame.. Myself? Yes, it was.. because of that also, I left my responsibility. I left my pray, foods, sports and the others.. Everythings....
So, what should I do to recover my offence? What can I do is just make self introspection... I guilty with Allah, my parents and so on... I need to change it..
In fact, this story already long, maybe not so long... This case occurring on day December 30,2009. However, we will meet again because after this I don't have a much time to write this thing.. Learning process has returned, so I should focus to major my first thing... And bye2... I love you guys!!!
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