Surrender

The hurt doesn't show
But the pain still grows
It hits me just like a runaway train
And blows me away like a hurricane

I trapped but I'm not trapped anymore
Now I'm feeling strong I'm feeling alive
I'm not scared of the dark when I'm in sleep
Because my hopes with all the tears I cried

To the Lord I pray, ask forgiveness
There is no chance to go back again
Now I surrender my soul to the Lord
Shed my tears in my prayer

I see the light when I pray
See the light leading out of darkness
Its shining down still long way to go
And if the sun is arise, will I survive?

Vow of Silence

I murmured a vow of silence and now

I don't hear what even people is saying

This bleeding's heart not beating much

Choking mouth from any other overabundance

But then one day I slip in fiery anger

And so the clouds are all turning away

Wearing smile on my face is full of awry

Clearly could see in a sea of random images

I spy on her and I have lied to her

Now I had seen the warnings, even dangers

Screaming from all sides, God knows I've tried

Now I'm with you so I could speak your name

I might lose myself today or tonight

Some hard to please and loose light in my eyes

Or should I stand out in the rain and blinded

I am on my run and so then the rain fell slow.

This Heart Gone Far

You may feel that I'm a little sick

You don't see me I'm feeling down

I can't explain you would not understand

This is not how I really am

Your heart's feeling something

But I can't feel what you're feeling

Now your fury is over the horizon

But I can't get on my feet again

I'm reaching for you, are you feeling it too?

Or did this heart have been gone far away?

I want you to come back and carry me home

Made me believe what tomorrow could bring

There's no easy way, it gets harder each day

I don't want another goodbye from you

I know you hurt too but what else can we do

Please love me or I'll be gone, be gone...

Steelheart

Born to walk against the wind

Born to hear my name

There are times my heart hangs low

No matter where I stand I'm alone

I surrender my soul

And wave a last goodbye

Too hard to break too hard to hold

But there's only one way home

I stand and fight

I live by my heart

Live no regret, no retreat

I stand and fight

I live by my heart

And I'm not afraid to die

Born to light my long way home

But I don't want another goodbye

Or will fall like melting snow

And you, know me as a heart of steel

I stand and fight

I live by my heart

Live no regret, no retreat

I stand and fight

I live by my heart

And I'm not afraid to die.