"WHEN ONE DOOR CLOSES, ANOTHER OPENS, BUT WE OFTEN LOOK SO LONG AND SO REGRETFULLY UPON THE CLOSED DOOR THAT WE DO NOT SEE THE ONE THAT HAS OPENED FOR US."

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Friday, February 28, 2014

Where The Rain Grows

I never looked higher
Than I could see
Never gave less
Than I have given me
The more you have taken
You turned into fakes
I finally know how
Why for heavens' sake?

Don't tell me you did not see that I cried
Don't act so deaf and blind
Don't think that is someone's made dumb to the core
He would stay like before

So I take my life
Back from where the rain grows
Die to survive
Back from where the rain grows

Now you call me liar
'Cause you are just the
"Always-have-right-fools-majority"
I think that if someone
Starved at your side
You'd all turn your back
Won't give any dime

Don't tell me you did not see that I cried
Don't act so deaf and blind
Don't think that is someone's made sad to the core
He would stay like before

So I take my life
Back from where the rain grows
Die to survive
Back from where the rain grows
I know where the rain grows
I'm back from where the rain grows.

Monday, February 17, 2014

Why Does It Always Rain On Me?

For a moment I can't sleep tonight
Everybody saying everything is alright
But still I can't close my eyes
I'm seeing a dark tunnel in my night

This morning is a sunny day
But where have you gone?
Wake up in the morning with smiles
I get the strangest feeling you belong

Why does it always rain on me?
Is it because I did wrong when I was 17?
Why does it always rain on me?
Even when the sun is shining bright

I can't stand myself anymore
Always ride myself on the storm
Still life goes on in black heavy rains
Maybe til my eyes is closed forever.

Saturday, February 15, 2014

I'll Be Back

Many times I've been flying
Trying to find where I've been
Many times I've been a traveler
And I look for something new

Many times I've been in hallucination
I'd take your hand and sang you song
I thought my eyes had seen you standing near
But it shows that you are not here

Many times I've been in dreaming
And we're lay down side by side
Wonder and waiting for the day
Now I feel I'm growing older

Many times I've been in hankering
I just wanna stay with you forever
And I miss you where we've been
I'll be back to love you again...

Saturday, February 8, 2014

Hallucination

There's a kid who had a big hallucination
Making love to girl on his old school
He wonders if you're sleeping with your new found faith
Could anybody love him, or is it just a crazy dream

And if I show you my dark side
Will you still hold me tonight?
And if I open my heart to you
Show you my weak side 
What would you do?

Would you sell the story to public friends
Would you take the memories away
And leave me alone?
And will you whisper down the phone?
Or would you take me home?

Tuesday, February 4, 2014

Cinta dan Nafsu

Dia, si hitam berbaju putih
Pujaan ramai buat mereka
Walau jelas tidak bertasbih
Tetapnya di lingkaran neraka

Ghairahnya diranjang kelambu
Lembut dan manja nafasmu
Menjamahi kulit tubuhmu
Rasa nikmat dunia berpadu

Cinta...
Yang tak pasti mana hala tuju
Tiap detik dibalut rasa rindu
Yang semakin menusuk kalbu
Tersungkur pada haru-biru
Makin hari timbulnya celaru
Yang rasanya seakan baru
Namun ditusuknya pilu

Cinta berbalutkan nafsu
Nikmatnya penuh beribu
Jauh ingatan pada yang Satu
Sayup sekali pada diriku

Dia, si hitam berbaju putih
Pujaan ramai buat mereka
Walau jelas tidak bertasbih
Tetapnya di lingkaran neraka.

Sunday, February 2, 2014

Red Is The Color

Heavy weight in mind of flares
Spend your time with me alone
Sunlight in my eyes
But moonshine beat me blind every time

You, I need you around
Wipe my tears and I can see you
Red is the light that shines
Through the dress that you wore

Envy is the bond between the hopeful and the damned
Red is the color of our love
Will you be mine?
Until the end forever...

Saturday, February 1, 2014

Collapse of Dream

Fake smiles, real tears
No tears to cry no feelings left
Eliminating with a fake life
Last hoorah behind these tears
Lying in the burnt out shell
Calms the crying child
Some sort of nightmarish
Turns and waves goodbye

I have built a bridge or two
It's a long road to across the fires
But the walls are too thick
How strange to choose to end a life
How strange to choose to kill a heart
Fear of the dark, or shame or disgrace
I've tried showing you no weakness
But chose to bulldoze my triumphs

Like a puppy that needs attention
Is it anger or envy, profit or loss
Deep in my heart I do believe
I shall overcome someday
But now it seems have been collapsed 
Oh did you ever seen something bad?
Just let there be more light
Because dreams are the lost hopes.