"WHEN ONE DOOR CLOSES, ANOTHER OPENS, BUT WE OFTEN LOOK SO LONG AND SO REGRETFULLY UPON THE CLOSED DOOR THAT WE DO NOT SEE THE ONE THAT HAS OPENED FOR US."

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Tuesday, December 17, 2013

She Paint Me A Smile

Last night I had dreamed a dream
Sitting in a room with so many fools
I can speak out loud my doubts and fears
I was just a child then now I'm only a man

Now I'm lost in a haze of soft middle age
What have I found in this two decade
Nothing much just a few of carried stones
While stars in the sky are shining bright

But now I had a little bit of luck
I believed in their stories of triumph and victory
Now all the rain's gone so coming out the rainbow
Beauty on color and she paint me a smile

She looks just so cute when she's sleeping
And night sing me a song in a quiet night
Take me into the blanket and hold me tight
Awake in the morning and she paint me a smile

So she is a reason to me for breathing
She blew all my pains and my loneliness
Quietly whispering my name when I feel so lost
She's the one who could paint me a smile.

Wednesday, December 11, 2013

Paradise and Heaven

I had a woman I could stand tall
There's a river there's a stone
Your new Romeo is having fun
With you Juliet so lift us in blue

Tired of making out on the telephone
Oh you so far away and I can't see
Here comes your man lying down
That feels the warmth beside you

I see this world has made you sad
Why you worry I'll leave you, I won't
There should be laughter after pain
There should be sunshine after rain

Just when this world is cold and shine
Our love comes shining blue and gold
Let me wipe away those bitter tears
I'll chase away those restless fears

But baby we lay down side by side
Run my fingers through your hair
I see a darkened room somewhere
We make our life being one world

That's the way our day story goes
There's nothing but it just a note
For all the way to get to Paradise
So wait for our ticket to Heaven.

Sunday, December 8, 2013

When Little Thing Change

As I in a flying field
I love to fly and fly
That I'm leaving and maybe
You'd like to fly with me

Have you think isn't it strange
How little thing we change
Playing a lot of games
That we know end in tears

And if survive till forever
I hope we'll get better
Than we through right now
Maybe we love it in the end

Now it's time to go for me
Better run than say farewell
Nobody cry nobody happy
Till we survive this little thing.

Thursday, November 28, 2013

Killer On The Road

There's a killer on the road
His brain is squirming like a toad
Sometimes it makes you bound
Make other's feeling sold

In silence take him by the hand
If you give this man a ride
Your sweet heart will die
There's a killer on the road

Show you of his masculine kind
You stumble and obey his law
Take you to the battle of night
An actor out on loan

You were fooled by magic tricks
Like a dog is thrown with bones
Be his toy and hide in sands
Our life will gonna meet an end

Girl you gotta right your man
Take him by the hand
Make him understand
Or he make you'll be banned

There's a killer on the road
An actor out on loan
His brain is squirming like a toad
There's a killer on the road.

Monday, November 25, 2013

Just Us

You gimme your smile
You gimme your soul
A piece of your heart
An innocent love

And it's only just us
See the rainbow in the sky
Just a feeling not a rain
Just us that feel this love

Hopes and dreams, you made come true
That no one could love me like you do
Now or the next, I'll still be with you
And it is just us even torn in two

You're the one I'm looking for
You're the one I'm waiting for
We're lost in a kiss of night
A moment in time forever love.

Wednesday, November 20, 2013

Selimut Hitam

Bungaan cinta bersemi
Yang tersirat tak kenali
Malah tak ketahui isi hati
Manis tergoda kerna serasi

Tersandar di tembok sunyi
Noda manis mengusik diri
Sesaat hilanglah suci
Tersadung ke lembah berahi

Titik hitam selimut diri
Sesal yang memakan diri
Dek suci yang telah pergi
Yang telah dijilat api

Cita baru cuba di gapai
Sinar hidup cuba dicari
Damai bagai dilangit pagi
Kembali pada Pencipta abadi.

Tuesday, November 19, 2013

Until The Day I Die

One quick year we went by
Hard and survive a little thing
Through our bad day and night 
What brings us to now
Tell me what are you feeling

As I took you out far from home
I could heard your fancy voices
I loved it and that's the only sound
So for a moment would it be alright
If I could walk you home..

As my fingers cord to tie yours
Will you hold it together as one
Or you will go out of my hand
And as I sit in the hospital ward
A thing I would want you to know

I sacrifice my life to live with you
We need each other every day
And I know you are a hard one
But I do love you so much
Until the day that I die.

Thursday, November 14, 2013

Morning Kiss

I call your number
The line ain't free
A night without you
Like drown in the sea

I went to your place
The place feels good
Walking to the streets
Back to the hotel again

Another morning another time
I wake up and worry
I wonder it was a nightmare
What's gonna happen today

The morning I woke up
Have been laid upon mine
Your tender lips on my face
The morning kiss with love.

Monday, November 11, 2013

Mayday!

Fly... ooh I'm flying high
Up to the highest layers of earth
I reach the exosphere level
And I get the hypoxia

I feeling down... feels broken
Temperature is too high
Voltage's high pressure's low
Stall down to the ground

My head now have vibration
I could see the red sign clearly
I try to cruise but went to land
Am I going to crash now...

Mayday... Mayday... Mayday
The gauge seems critical
Absolute zero, no gravity
I way down to atmospheric pressure.

Thursday, October 31, 2013

Farewell

Into the night we ride
We crossed a starlit sky
No space and no time
We catch the winter wind

When winter skies are gray
We don't close our eyes
No ones gonna ground us
It's us that burn out the glorious

Build a fire a miles away
Flame my long way home
Only one way home
But been cut by your heart

Heart's weak, I'll be strong
Seen, back from where I belong
To the last of us, say farewell
Not for heaven not for hell.

Sunday, October 27, 2013

Look Into My Eyes

Ooh take a look into my eyes
The window to my soul
It will never lie
Can't you see this love is true

Just take a look in my eyes
Nothing can bring me to the light
As you falls upon your sleep
I wake to the sound of your tears

Let our love flow into your heart
Let's be the one tonight, you and I
I can't escape the thoughts of you
And it ain't fair if you were gone

Dreaming a dream of dreams
I'm dreaming of you
Floating in the dream
I woke up this morning with a smile

Ooh take a look into my eyes
The window to my soul
It will never lie
Can't you see this love is true.

Friday, October 18, 2013

Free

I may never find all the answers
I may never understand why
I may never prove
What I know to be true
But I know that I still have to try

I used to be frightened of dying
I used to think death was the end
But that was before
I’m not scared anymore
I know that you’ll be with me

Try to free the pain inside me
Sick of questioning mind
And now that I’m here
At peace with a girl in my dream
And it’s perfectly clear

This feeling inside me
Finally found my love I’ve finally free
Something more than what I dreamed
That I would never be was now
I found out what all of this means.

Thursday, October 10, 2013

Aku Duri Semalu


Tanpa duga aku terlayu
Di malam ulitan bayu
Terkenang detik rayu
Terlena dalam kelambu

Sedetik memori aku kesali
Selama ini tidak mengerti
Dikumat rapi di dalam hati
Sendirian aku tempuhi

Tercari-cari mimpi baru
Indah seluas langit biru
Jauh nan pelusuk kalbu
Tanpa engkau aku buntu

Tersirat silam di pasu
Tertangis kedu membisu
Jauh pergi tanpa tuju
Pergi bak duri semalu.

Wednesday, September 11, 2013

Sketsa Cinta

Manisnya bicara kata
Sembunyi di balik lara
Perih aku di belantara
Jadi peri didunia fana

Apa benar bahagia...
Apa benar diluka...
Malah antara duanya
Buat jiwa meronta

Sketsa cinta aku dan dia
Rindu aku padanya
Malam sepi tanpa cahaya
Bicara nanti bukan dusta

Imbau aku rasa asmara
Merdu tangis bagai irama
Digiris rasa duka lara
Kan ku nantimu selamanya.

Tuesday, September 10, 2013

Di Gerbang Rindu

Selama mana harus ku menahan
Rinduan ini.. ku gagahi
Ingin berjumpa, rindu kau tiada
Jiwa lara.. rasa cinta..

Lemas meronta
Dalam deraian gelap ini
Menangis aku sendiri
Malam sepi tanpamu

Kau.. jelmalah engkau
Walau sekadar dalam mimpiku
Malam.. digerbang rindu
Hingga sepet mata menunggu.

Thursday, September 5, 2013

Kau Kan Ku Nanti


Sungguh tak pernah ku menduga
Dia akan kembali padaku semula
Malah berjauhan lamanya
Namun masih berbahagia

Detik menyiksa kala berbunga
Nafas segar bagai beredar
Dan aku berjanji setia
Dia cintaku yang terakhir

Merana gelora jiwa sepi
Titian usang ku meniti
Menanti dirimu kembali
Engkaukan ku nanti.

Tuesday, September 3, 2013

Bersenja Kala Hari

Teguh berdiri
Malah bersendiri
Hari ke hari
Harungi detik duri

Air mata berseri
Nafas cinta bersemi
Dihujani tanpa mentari
Dibuai tampak pelangi

Lara aku tanpamu Aini
Sejenak alunan melodi
Sedetik imbau memori
Gema kasih cinta suci.

Tuesday, August 20, 2013

Kau Yang Ku Nanti

Tanpa arah tanpa hala
Merindui dirimu seribu makna
Madu bersamamu kurasa manisnya
Terpaksa aku menelan jua

Beginilah hidupnya cinta kita
Kau jauh disana ku menderita
Ditawan rasa rindu yang membara
Tersekat nafasku ke manakah hala

Engkau yang ku nanti
Setia ku menunggumu
Jangan pernah kau pergi
Pastinya leburlah hatiku.

Sunday, August 18, 2013

Sinar Kasih

Tempuhi hariku seorang diri
Dalam gundah alam maya ini
Menantinya dari hari ke hari
Sunyinya tanpa dia di sisi

Rela menempuh hidup dengannya
Bersama insan yang ku cinta
Pasrah sungguhnya rasa
Bila rindu terburai dalam jiwa

Dia.. dibawah mentari berapi
Terhalang dek pagar berduri
Yang sedang merindui diri ini
Bagai berada di alam mimpi

Aku berjanji pada diriku sendiri
Apa yang penting aku harus bersabar
Berjanji akan setia menunggui
Dirimu oh kekasihku yang bersinar.

Monday, July 29, 2013

Who Do You Think You Are

I learned to live half alive
I lost half of the love I loved
You left me behind, vanished
And I'm not your ghost anymore

It took so long just to feel alright
Now you came up, want to come back
But don't come back to me
Who do you think you are?

You let me hand go and fake a smile
Leaving scars so deep in my heart
And I tearing love apart and you want back
Who do you think you are?..

Sunday, July 28, 2013

Home


When I was in the darkest of my days
They took my sorrow and took my pain
And washed it away, washed it away
And they were my mom and dad

I wish I could lay down beside you
When the day is done
And wake up to your face against the morning sun
But I know I'm far away from you

There's a place I could wash my pain
Close to neon lights and shine on
I'd rather spend my days hiding there
And you know I call that home.

Friday, July 26, 2013

In My Life

There is someone I remember
What is gone and what is remain
With him I have too much moments
But I just losing him in my life

Each friends or lovers I have
There is no one compares with you
You are gone from me forever
I miss you now like never before

And I trying my hardest not to cry
Oh grandpa... I miss you so much!
But I knew I have to let you go
You'll be forever in my heart, in my life.

Friday, June 21, 2013

A Pillow of Winds

A cloud of eider down
Draws around me softening the sound
Sleepy time when I lie
With my love by my side
And she's breathing low
And the candle dies.
When night comes down you lock the door
The boot falls to the floor
As darkness falls the waves roll by
The seasons change
The wind is warm.

Now wakes the owl, now sleeps the swan
Behold a dream, the dream is gone
Green fields
A cold rain is falling
Near the golden dawn.
And deep beneath the ground
The early morning sounds and I go down
Sleepy time in my life
With my love by my side
And she's breathing low
And I rise like a bird
In the haze and the first rays touch the sky
And the night winds die.

Thursday, June 20, 2013

Breathe


Breathe
Breathe, breathe in the air
Don't be afraid to care
Leave but don't leave me
Look around and choose your own ground

Long you live and high you fly
And smiles you'll give and tears you'll cry
And all you touch and all you see
Is all your life will ever be

Run, rabbit run
Dig that hole, forget the sun
And when at last the work is done
Don't sit down it's time to dig another one

For long you live and high you fly
But only if you ride the tide
And balanced on the biggest wave
You race towards an early grave

Saturday, June 8, 2013

Learn To Live Without You

There was a time, I was afraid
For something that happens to me
There was a time, I live in fear
About the something, broken heart

I have to learn to live without you
Cos’ the goodbye could come anytime
I have to learn to live without you
Cos’ I believe the love is only a feeling

I’m heartsick, and I’m broken
Love is blind, love is a dream of fantasy
There’s no moonlight, only a heavy rain
There will be something I’ll look tonight

I have to learn to live without you
Cos’ the goodbye could come anytime
I have to learn to live without you
Cos’ I believe the love is only a feeling.

Friday, May 31, 2013

An End


Sometimes I get tired of the waiting
Sometimes I get tired for being calm
Is this the way it has always been?
But I know my time will come soon

The wind blows through this night
Would it stay cold or be gone?
A dreamer dreamed a dream
Would leave this world at soon

I feel like I’m drowning in a deep river
Lonely like shadows into the night
The water flowing, my time has come
The endless river, end of my world.

Tuesday, May 28, 2013

A Man In Black

It’s raining outside
The tears run down on my face
And it’s raining inside
Picture me with a broken heart

Now the clouds are moving away
Leaving me a scar that can’t be vanished
In silence, closing eyes but can’t sleep
Oh Lord, send me an angel of mine

Knowledge of love is knowledge of shadow
Nobody knows that I’m feeling down
Finally understand the feelings of the few
You don’t understand this is not who I am

Love is blind, love is fear, love is lies
A dream of fantasy for a maniac
That fly me to the wind of sadness
For a man in darkness just like me.

Saturday, May 18, 2013

Raining Eyes

Through the circle of time
At the end of the rainbow
There's a light shining onto me
And it's you who make my day

When a love is start to begins
I start believing you'll be mine forever
When it's over suddenly, so they say
Can't you see the rain over my eyes?

Sun is cold and rain is hard
It's coming down like water
It can't stop I wonder on it goes
The rain's down in sunny day.

Friday, May 17, 2013

When I Need You

When I need you, when I need love
I just close my eyes and I'm with you
Have you ever wonder how much I love you
It's not that easy to make it without you

When I need you, when I need your love
I just hold out my hand and I touch love
But I never knew there was so much love
Then you know that I won't be traveling forever

And I know that we are far away
A long road we are driving
All I wish it won't stop by
Cause I know we could stand forever.

Monday, May 13, 2013

My Love, My Darling

My love... my darling
I've hungered for your touch
I need your love to me
Will you come back to me?

Oh love... are you still mine?
And so long, lonely time
What can I do without you
And what am I without you..

And tonight, it feels so slowly
Don't abandon me, oh please
Through all that may come
Through all that may go.

Saturday, April 27, 2013

Switched Hours

When a man loves a woman
Can't keep his mind on nothing else
He rather let everything to be gone
For a good thing he is found

Oo yeah, I spend my whole time
Whatever it may take me for her
But now it's seems so grayish
And I feel so far away from her

And I feeling weak now, oooohh
Pain come through over my blood
And I know she's hurt now, so much
Let me be there to ease your pain.

Friday, April 26, 2013

Still I'm Sad


See the rain, the falling rain
The wind is blowing gently
My tears is falling down
Still I'm sad in this cold day

I sit and wait for a girl my love
Does an angel contemplate my fate
And when I'm lying in my bed
All I feel the love is dead

It is like a story of love
Can you hear me, want you near me
Still I'm sad, talk to darkness again
And I will sleep out in the rain

Hello darkness my old friend
I've come to talk to you again
In restless dreams I walked alone
Still haven't found what I am looking for.

Thursday, April 25, 2013

Bisikan Kalbu

Aku hanyalah insan biasa
Yang punyai cacat cela
Utuh tersembunyi disebalik hijab ini
Siapalah aku ini untuk mereka

Andai kupunyai salah dan silap
Tanpa sedar menggurisi hatimu
Usahlah mencemuhku, usahlah membenciku
Tunjukilah aku jalan yang diredhaiNya

Rindu terus bertamu
Tanpa mengenal waktu
Sepinya aku tanpa si dia
Utuhkanlah kami berdua

Tuesday, April 23, 2013

Wind of Sadness

So sad, all alone
The night is beautiful
But seems nothing to me
Along the way home

I feel so down and so stumble
My feelings make me alone
Alone I stand, alone I fall down
Everything is so lifeless

I listen to the wind of sadness
Everything is on me
Alone in my bed
Waiting for the silence call..

Monday, April 22, 2013

You Know What I Meant

Memories go back to childhood
Today I still recall of it all
How happy I was then
There was no sorrow, no pain

When an angel come to stay
Would it be slipping away
I'm thinking of you day by day
Will our love gonna turns to gray

Lost and lonely, don't you worry
I know that you know what I meant
Now I've found you
Would you wait for me forever?

Wednesday, April 10, 2013

The Mastery of Love - Ep. 1 - Come Back To Me


Alone again, I feel so alone again
With this emptiness I just can't hide
I need you more than words can say
Can't you see the tears run down my face

Please come back to me
Everything I had has gone
Oh love, come back to me
Can't we try it one more time?

What can I do to win you back again
Waking up without you by my side
I still love you, I just love you
So can you please come back to me

What I feel...
Like the body without soul
Like the night without stars and moon
And it's raining inside in the end

Come back to me
Would you come back to me
Come back to me
I still love you, I just love you.

Tuesday, March 26, 2013

Love of A Lifetime

I was just sitting here thinking
That the time was right for us
Took our time, live our own lives
And I wish that may all come true

I finally found the love of a lifetime
A love to last my whole life through
With you I never ever wonder
You'll be forever in my heart

With every kiss our love may renewed
Still we both know that the road is long
The stars in the sky was made for me and you
That I know I finally found my forever love.

Friday, March 22, 2013

The Light of My Life

I've been flying with a broken wings
I was in love with a broken heart
Erasing pains inside ain't too easy
Everything I do, anywhere I go

Pains are only a tale of misery
Fallen tears, damaged my thought
Every morning the sun will arise
But inside me was nothing difference

But when I was in your arms
And our lips touched together
I could feel the love of your heart
You're the light of my life

You lighted up my daily life
Underneath our bed that night
I want your love oh my angel
You're the light of my life.

Thursday, March 21, 2013

You're My Angel



Did you know I was so lonely till' I found you
Wonder why the right lady never come
My world is changing, now I've found you
The only one who could make me happy

I still remember the night I was with you
It was a quite night and I would be alright
Hold you tight, touches your lips and kissed you
And we had a great moment in bed

I've been waiting for the right woman
I've been searching for an angel
In between in the dark and in the light
Oh sure you are an angel I'm looking for

Oh baby I just need you, be my guide
Can you feel my heart? It's on you
I've lost you once, would you be mine again?
But I shall return though I'm losing myself. 

Wednesday, March 20, 2013

I'll Stay


Everyday I think about you
All the time crazy for you
I feel you deep in my heart
Sell my soul only just for you

Your body moves, we feel like one
I want you now more than ever
But then could it be that easy
After all you've said to me, oh why?

You broke my confidence
Took it all, why can't you see
Makes no difference, to you it seems
What happens to me

One way to face, what is true
Life goes on, what else can I do
In my thoughts you'll always be
The only one who could make me happy

Oh darl, you can't use me
Then just up and leave me
And then who will there be 
That can love you like me

I'm not leaving, I didn't leave you
You know I'm gonna make you mine
Your heart is in mine now, I'll stay
How can I'm gonna leave and run.

Tuesday, March 19, 2013

Island of Hopes



Let me tell you a story
About a thing that I've through
One night wondering on an island
I had one great night but no more

I was rambling, enjoying the bright moonlight
Gazing up at the stars with a girl I loved
A couple of time we were slept on the beach
Not aware it was a midnight time

Feeling cold and it fell to my knees
Held her fingers and she slept in my arms
Then something took me to an unholy place
And that is where I fell in the heaven of world

The time came to reunite both of our heart
I didn't know if I was in reality or fantasy
Cos our heart has been defeated from it
I was numb with fear but still wanna go on

My breath breathed like hell
Faster than the wind but behind I didn't glance
One thing that I did not dare was
Was to pushed it straight ahead

When we're awoke from our sleep
When we're awoke from our bed
And we woke up from our dreams
Still together in the bright moonlight

To this day I guess I'll never know
Just why she don't want to make it right
But I'll never go find somebody else
Now only time will tell and send me hopes.

Friday, March 1, 2013

When I'm Gone


It's early morning, not quite awake
The urge is calling and I can't wait
I need you now, oh my diamond.
Your body moves, we feel like one
You open your eyes and I feel so strong
I want you now, more than ever

You laugh when I cry
I'm beginning to see the reason why
Don't go thinking I'll never leave
'Cause you won't be laughing
You won't believe but you better believe

When I'm gone baby, gone
Who's gonna hold you
From dark until dawn
And who will there be
That can love you like me
When I'm gone...

The promise I made to love you forever
But before I'm gone I wanna hear you
Said you really loved me and gonna miss me
The only one who could make me happy

Oh! You can't use me
Then just up and leave
You got it wrong
You better believe
If I walk out that door
It's forever
There's no turning back

When I'm gone baby, gone
Who will you turn to
When you need someone
Who will be there to love you
Do what I do
When I'm gone...