Happy New Year 2012 !

Haus Cinta Duka

Di kala aku terjaga dari tidurku

Aku bagai berpijak di padang pasir

Tanpa ada pepohon yang merimbun

Tanpa ada gemersik aliran sungai

Aku teringatkan pada si dia yang ayu

Ku tangiskan air mata penyesalan

Aku lepasi dia tanpa kata bernoktah

Gambaran wajahnya jelas terbayang

Angin berdayung dengan lajunya

Tanpa dengari rintihan di hening pagi

Ku kejari bayangan yang tiada arahnya

Tidak terdaya lagi, dengarilah rintihanku

Aku rebah tersungkur, aku kehausan

Haus akan kasih sayang dan cintamu

Yang dahulunya aku biarkan pergi

Yang kini telahpun menjadi hampas sudah

Ku tiupi dan hembusi nafasku dengan namamu

Bergoncang riuh di padang putih kekuningan

Aku terlena dalam dunia yang tidak bererti

Aku terpegun akan juadah duniawi yang kini

Kini aku karam, aku terkambus dalam pasir ini

Aku menguis tercari akan bayanganmu yang hilang

Kembalilah, aku dahagakan bunga cintamu

Akanku tungguimu dalam suasana yang sepi ini...

The Heart Of The Sun

The throbbing pulse of my racing heart
My body glows, in the pale moonlight
Waves of heat roll over my skin
A beacon, calling out in the night

Guiding you safely into my arms
Shining bright like the heart of the sun
Burning brightly as you approach me
A phoenix dancing in the darkness

Like moths we dance close to the candle
Soaring then plunging to the center 
Of unquenched desire's molten core
I burn for you like the heart of the sun.

Asyikan Malam

 (Inilah pantai yang aku ceritakan dalam puisi ini)

Pantai ini bernama "Pantai Bukit Keluang" di Terengganu.

Malam yang sunyi sepi itu

Sepoi-sepoi angin berlabuh

Di setiap pelusuk tubuh ini

Mengasyikkan perasaan

Di kala malam menyepi

Tenang ombak bergelora

Ku amati setiap alunannya

Rapuh dari segala derita

Ku mulai melangkah kaki

Berjalan di pesisiran pantai

Ditemani bayangan sendiri

Menggamit ketenangan

Aku yang tidak berdaya

Seolah peroleh kekuatan

Di kalaku dakap malam

Dari melesapi pergi.

Masihku Bersedih

Melihat bintang gugur dari langit
Dengan perlahan mereka berlalu pergi
Mencium segala tangisan air matamu
Angin bertiup tanpa henti dirambutmu
Dan mata air gugur dengan lebatnya
Namun masih lagiku bersedih tanpamu

Titisan air mataku membasahi tanah
Kering tiap kali aku mencari cinta
Angin tak bisa menghentikan tiupan
Hujan menyapu jauh pergi titisanku
Angin malam menyapa lembut tubuhku
Dan masih lagi aku terus bersedih

Aku bertutur-kata tanpa ucapan
Aku dengari tanpa mendengarinya
Aku gubahkan lirik tanpa suara
Setia menanti kepulanganmu padaku
Kumenunggui tanpa bayangan dirimu
Dan terus bersedih tanpamu cinta.

Hanya Dikau

Renungilah pada jendela itu
Ia bagaikan sebuah kisah cinta
Aku disini hanyalah ini hari
Akanku bergerak lebih jauh lagi

Mahukah kamu bersama diriku?
Ku hanya perlukan bunga cintamu
Yang boleh mengembangkan hariku
Tiada hari yang lain ku perlukan

Kesemua yang aku ketahui
Hanyalah hati dan cintamu
Aku perlukan bunga kasihmu
Kamu menyinari duniaku

Siapalah aku untuk dirimu
Hanya sebuah pengharapan
Setinggi gunung dan bukit
Hanya engkau yang satu.

Nyalaan Virgo

Masa yang akanku lepaskan pergi

Akan berlalu pergi dengan sia-sia

Sekadar mencuit kisah dongeng

Yang tiada makna tiada terjemahan

Sendirian dalam awanan

Dipenuhi dalam kebiruan

Berbaring di nyalaan Virgo

Tanpa bisa kau lihati aku

Bersantai di embun malam

Ku duduk tanpa kerisauan

Bersandar di atas nyalaan Virgo

Tanpa bisa kau dengari aku

Ku tontoni gerakanmu dari atas

Tanpa bisa melengguk tinggi

Tiada pula aku akan sentuhimu

Di kemudian mungkinku pegang

Langit di terangi para bintang

Terang berkilauan nyalaan Virgo

Perjalanan melalui mesin suara

Naik ke pulau yang amat tinggi.

Titian Kasihku

Cinta itu sebuah permainan

Layaran pengujian segala

Apakah bisa kita melawannya

Tanpa isi kandungan didalamnya

Cinta itu sebuah anugerah

Pemberian tanpa di minta

Menerima tanpa di pinta

Oleh lubuk hati putera puteri

Bagaimana bisa aku menolak

Keindahan yang tiada tanding

Bagaimana bisa aku lepaskan

Jika tangisan yang di akhirinya

Keindahan yang dilalui bersama

Tersirat beribu makna dan kenangan

Terucap beribu kata dan pandangan

Ku harapkan hanya dikau disampingku

Kini kau pergi meninggalkan diriku selamanya

Sehari-hariku kian malap, menggelapi hidupku

Biarpun aku ketahui mentari akan menyinariku

Dan hidupku di dunia ini bak dunia tanpa wira

Cinta itu sebuah kehidupan misteri

Cinta tidak mengenal usia, darjat

Cinta tidak mengenal penat lelah

Cinta itu sebuah titian kesetiaan.

Everytime I Look At You

You tell me that you're leaving

And I'm trying to understand

Peoples told me to let it gone

And should take it like a man

But if you gotta go

Then you gotta know

That's killing me anyway

Cause I really love you

Didn't mean to break your heart

There is so much left to say

And I'd don't know what I'd do

If you just go walked away

But everytime I look at you

No matter what I'm going through

No matter what you do

It's easy for to watch you

Let you get inside my heart

This would soon be ending

But I do think about you daily

Cause you're everything to me.

Rainbow In The Rain

The sun danced dizzily in the sky

In the late of Saturday evening

Escaping from heat but no more

And I saw the clouds fled away

The heavy rain falling down now

The hopes of mine had run so high

Tried to catch the rain, many times

But it was a moment that I led

And there’s no one knew

The tragedy was in the air

The rain wasn’t a good rain

But thin, scanty, misty rain

But the rain clouds fled away again

Little by little the dark turns bright

Like the moon got sunlight daily

And here the rainbow came over

So I captured the rainbow in the rain

The beautiful one in the huge space

I was staring, enjoying the nice rainbow

Like an eagle fly free in the blue skies.

Harta Kesumat

Diwaktu fajar menyinsing

Gerimis petang menjelma tiba

Awan putih berarak kemendungan

Begitulah hatiku keguguran syahdu

Biarpun beribu batu aku tempuhi

Walau engkau sembunyikannya

Kesumat dalam kerak jiwamu itu

Dapatku merungkai khazanah ini

Dihimpit perasaan kekecewaan

Tersentuh akan katamu itu

Dengan megah kau hemburkan

Kata-kata setinggi gunung asli

Terserlahnya wajah kebengisanmu

Matamu terbuka luas bak mentari

Terbuku kesumat dalam kota jiwa

Yang kian menggelegak di panahi

Dengan halus engkau berbicara

Ku tangisi air mata kedukaan

Dengan tawa kau tembusiku

Rebahlah aku tanpa dirimu.

Wish Could Go Home

AN AEROPLANE UP IN THE SKY

IN THE DIMMING OF THE CLOUDS

GETTING THROUGH THE BLACK CLOUDS

FLYING LIKE AN EAGLE FLY FREE

BUT IT WAS NOT TO ME, NOT NOW

SHAKE MY EYES AND I CAN SEE YOU

WHITE IS THE LIGHT THAT SHONE

TO THE FRAME OF OUR PICTURES

I CAPTURED ALL THE THINGS I’VE SEEN

THAT BETWEEN YOU AND ME

I SEE THE MOONLIGHT BE GONE

AND I GAZING UP AT THE STARS

IN THE SKY A BIRD WAS HEARD TO CRY

IN ONE NIGHT OF THE POURING RAIN

WHEN I RECALL THE MEMORIES OF US

CAUSE THERE’S NOTHING LEFT IN MY SOUL

IT WAS JUST THE CRIES OF A MISSING YOU

JUST THE ONLY YOU THE BEST FATHER I HAD

I DON’T FEEL THE WIND BLOWING ON ME

AND I DON’T THINK THAT I’M GROWING OLD

OH DADDY I DO MISS YOU SO

AND I WISH YOU’LL HUGS ME

IN JULY, I LOOSING YOU IN TIME

I’M NOT THE ONLY ONE IN HERE

BUT I AM REALLY DYING MAN

IN THE DARK CLOUDS OF SORROW

THINKING HOW TO BEAT THE TEARS

I CRYING JUST LIKE A BABY BOY

WHEN I RECALLED THE MEMORIES

WHEN WE WERE STAYED TOGETHER

COME ON DAD WHERE HAVE YOU BEEN?

YOU TURNED TO SPEAK BUT YOU’RE ALONE

MAKE A SMILES FROM HOME, OUR HOME

AND I DO WISH I COULD GO HOME NOW

HOME IS THE ONLY PLACE I COULD SEE YOU

YOU HOLD ME TIGHT WHEN I WAS BORN

AND I USED TO BE A BOY FOR ONCE AGAIN

SO PLEASE HOLD MY HAND AS AN OLD TIME

DYING TO BELIEVE IN WHAT YOU’VE DONE

AND ALL I WISH I COULD GO HOME NOW

NO ONE DAD WERE GOOD

THAT I KNOW THAN YOU

IN AN ECHOES I WHISPERING

WITH BOTH HANDS ON HEART

I LOVE YOU DADDY...

The Answer Lies Inside

I can see the hurt behind your smile
For every sign I recognize
Let me be the one to know you best
Let me be the one to hold you up
Let me be the one who understand

Did you know I've lost my way?
Did you feel the pain inside of me?
If I die tomorrow I'll be all right
I used to be frightened of dying
I used to think death was the end

I may never find all the answer
I would never understand why
But I always wish you were here
Someone who can walk beside me
Catch and lock me into your heart

It looks like a long way to lift up
It looks like I am coming to stay
How can I hurt you that way
It's the eyes that let me down
I couldn't hide behind what's real

I don't want to be a dreamer again
Cause I can't running away from you
It was just the only pain I felt
Only the lies what's underneath it
And it was the moment that I led

Please don't let the day go by
Just please don't let it end
I'll know whatever you decide
And I can see the hurt in our eyes
When all our dreams seem broken

And summon all your ghost to me
How long on the longest day
Till we finally make it through
The pain inside me got no escape
Just walking with my own shadows.

Secarik Hirisan Kalbu

Dua jiwa manusia yang merasakan mereka menyertai

Cinta meletakkan kegembiraan dan keseronokan bersama

Dan kesedihan mencelah bagi sebahagiannya

Cinta itu membuatkan kita merindui seseorang

Jauh di sudut hati, sebenarnya dia hampir pada kita

Cinta kekadang membuatkan kita emosi

Cinta itu ilusi, sekadar sebuah naskah cinta

Cinta kekadang terhalang dan dihalang

Mungkin kerana kesempitan masa dan hidup

Atau mungkin oleh jarak, tapi tidak di jiwa

Masa berputar bagai mentari yang mengelilingi bumi ini

Yang tidak pernah kenal akan erti kelelahan dan jemu

Dan kerana waktu terpisah jua kita di laluan berbeza

Biarpun hanya sementara perjalanan ini diteruskan

Namun aku kesunyian, keseorangan menanti dirimu

Menunggui masa datang tiba pada hari penantian

Sekian lama menanti dan terus menantikan dirimu

Sehari-hari kian mengubah jiwa dan personaliti

Tercari-cari bayangan cinta kasih sucimu itu

Karena aku mencintaimu selamanya...

Soldier of Holy Smoke

We took them into our life

The thing that could kill us

We think it was good for us

But they are all just the killers

We willing to spend the money

We felt like dying and dead

When they're not around us

We fire ourselves and get us killed

Day after day you burn them

Like the sun burns the earth

And night after night you bought

Like you burn your money's out

Put in the mouth and fire

You inhale and exhale the smoke

The pain, the hurt and the decay

Then you lost and cigarettes won.

 CAUTION  : Smoking is bad for health.

Best Gift I Ever Took

One year down without realize

Many more to go to get on top

And I wish in this beautiful day

Happy first anniversary, just begun

Time flies when we're having fun

Together we through the year

Breaking day with love and kind

Immortal without any matters

We live each day like it's our anniversary

Everyday with you it's fun and merry

Today is just a day like any other to us

So we don't have to make a lot of big fuss

Even though you're my greatest treasure

You'll try to give a gift of a equal measure

At the end of the day, it will be your look

That continues the best give I ever took.

End of Time

Everybody's waiting for something to happen

Everybody's waiting for something to see

Everyone’s want to ride for the flight

Everyone's waiting for news on TV

Rain lives at the end of the rainbow

The lightning shone across the sky

Everyone's looking, but no one is listening

Everybody wants to be in at the kill

Everyone's searching, but nothing's revealing

Everyone's looking for the reason why

Everyone's hoping for life everafter

Everyone's looking at death from the sky

Everyone's nightmares are going to happen

Everybody's ripping the mask from their eyes

Everyone's praying but no one's believing

Everyone's heroes tell everyone's lies

I wait for the signs

They tell me true

I see the signs of the end

In the eyes of the dead

So I watch and I waiting

And I pray for an answer

An end to the strife and the world's misery

But the end never came

And we're digging the graves

And we're loading the guns for the kill

Can the end be at hand?