She Paint Me A Smile

Last night I had dreamed a dream

Sitting in a room with so many fools

I can speak out loud my doubts and fears

I was just a child then now I'm only a man

Now I'm lost in a haze of soft middle age

What have I found in this two decade

Nothing much just a few of carried stones

While stars in the sky are shining bright

But now I had a little bit of luck

I believed in their stories of triumph and victory

Now all the rain's gone so coming out the rainbow

Beauty on color and she paint me a smile

She looks just so cute when she's sleeping

And night sing me a song in a quiet night

Take me into the blanket and hold me tight

Awake in the morning and she paint me a smile

So she is a reason to me for breathing

She blew all my pains and my loneliness

Quietly whispering my name when I feel so lost

She's the one who could paint me a smile.

Paradise and Heaven

I had a woman I could stand tall

There's a river there's a stone

Your new Romeo is having fun

With you Juliet so lift us in blue

Tired of making out on the telephone

Oh you so far away and I can't see

Here comes your man lying down

That feels the warmth beside you

I see this world has made you sad

Why you worry I'll leave you, I won't

There should be laughter after pain

There should be sunshine after rain

Just when this world is cold and shine

Our love comes shining blue and gold

Let me wipe away those bitter tears

I'll chase away those restless fears

But baby we lay down side by side

Run my fingers through your hair

I see a darkened room somewhere

We make our life being one world

That's the way our day story goes

There's nothing but it just a note

For all the way to get to Paradise

So wait for our ticket to Heaven.

When Little Thing Change

As I in a flying field

I love to fly and fly

That I'm leaving and maybe

You'd like to fly with me

Have you think isn't it strange

How little thing we change

Playing a lot of games

That we know end in tears

And if survive till forever

I hope we'll get better

Than we through right now

Maybe we love it in the end

Now it's time to go for me

Better run than say farewell

Nobody cry nobody happy

Till we survive this little thing.

Killer On The Road

There's a killer on the road

His brain is squirming like a toad

Sometimes it makes you bound

Make other's feeling sold

In silence take him by the hand

If you give this man a ride

Your sweet heart will die

There's a killer on the road

Show you of his masculine kind

You stumble and obey his law

Take you to the battle of night

An actor out on loan

You were fooled by magic tricks

Like a dog is thrown with bones

Be his toy and hide in sands

Our life will gonna meet an end

Girl you gotta right your man

Take him by the hand

Make him understand

Or he make you'll be banned

There's a killer on the road

An actor out on loan

His brain is squirming like a toad

There's a killer on the road.

Just Us

You gimme your smile

You gimme your soul

A piece of your heart

An innocent love

And it's only just us

See the rainbow in the sky

Just a feeling not a rain

Just us that feel this love

Hopes and dreams, you made come true

That no one could love me like you do

Now or the next, I'll still be with you

And it is just us even torn in two

You're the one I'm looking for

You're the one I'm waiting for

We're lost in a kiss of night

A moment in time forever love.

Selimut Hitam

Bungaan cinta bersemi

Yang tersirat tak kenali

Malah tak ketahui isi hati

Manis tergoda kerna serasi

Tersandar di tembok sunyi

Noda manis mengusik diri

Sesaat hilanglah suci

Tersadung ke lembah berahi

Titik hitam selimut diri

Sesal yang memakan diri

Dek suci yang telah pergi

Yang telah dijilat api

Cita baru cuba di gapai

Sinar hidup cuba dicari

Damai bagai dilangit pagi

Kembali pada Pencipta abadi.

Until The Day I Die

One quick year we went by

Hard and survive a little thing

Through our bad day and night 

What brings us to now

Tell me what are you feeling

As I took you out far from home

I could heard your fancy voices

I loved it and that's the only sound

So for a moment would it be alright

If I could walk you home..

As my fingers cord to tie yours

Will you hold it together as one

Or you will go out of my hand

And as I sit in the hospital ward

A thing I would want you to know

I sacrifice my life to live with you

We need each other every day

And I know you are a hard one

But I do love you so much

Until the day that I die.

Morning Kiss

I call your number

The line ain't free

A night without you

Like drown in the sea

I went to your place

The place feels good

Walking to the streets

Back to the hotel again

Another morning another time

I wake up and worry

I wonder it was a nightmare

What's gonna happen today

The morning I woke up

Have been laid upon mine

Your tender lips on my face

The morning kiss with love.

Mayday!

Fly... ooh I'm flying high

Up to the highest layers of earth

I reach the exosphere level

And I get the hypoxia

I feeling down... feels broken

Temperature is too high

Voltage's high pressure's low

Stall down to the ground

My head now have vibration

I could see the red sign clearly

I try to cruise but went to land

Am I going to crash now...

Mayday... Mayday... Mayday

The gauge seems critical

Absolute zero, no gravity

I way down to atmospheric pressure.

Farewell

Into the night we ride

We crossed a starlit sky

No space and no time

We catch the winter wind

When winter skies are gray

We don't close our eyes

No ones gonna ground us

It's us that burn out the glorious

Build a fire a miles away

Flame my long way home

Only one way home

But been cut by your heart

Heart's weak, I'll be strong

Seen, back from where I belong

To the last of us, say farewell

Not for heaven not for hell.

Look Into My Eyes

Ooh take a look into my eyes
The window to my soul
It will never lie
Can't you see this love is true

Just take a look in my eyes
Nothing can bring me to the light
As you falls upon your sleep
I wake to the sound of your tears

Let our love flow into your heart
Let's be the one tonight, you and I
I can't escape the thoughts of you
And it ain't fair if you were gone

Dreaming a dream of dreams
I'm dreaming of you
Floating in the dream
I woke up this morning with a smile

Ooh take a look into my eyes
The window to my soul
It will never lie
Can't you see this love is true.

Free

I may never find all the answers

I may never understand why

I may never prove

What I know to be true

But I know that I still have to try

I used to be frightened of dying

I used to think death was the end

But that was before

I’m not scared anymore

I know that you’ll be with me

Try to free the pain inside me

Sick of questioning mind

And now that I’m here

At peace with a girl in my dream

And it’s perfectly clear

This feeling inside me

Finally found my love I’ve finally free

Something more than what I dreamed

That I would never be was now

I found out what all of this means.

Aku Duri Semalu

Tanpa duga aku terlayu

Di malam ulitan bayu

Terkenang detik rayu

Terlena dalam kelambu

Sedetik memori aku kesali

Selama ini tidak mengerti

Dikumat rapi di dalam hati

Sendirian aku tempuhi

Tercari-cari mimpi baru

Indah seluas langit biru

Jauh nan pelusuk kalbu

Tanpa engkau aku buntu

Tersirat silam di pasu

Tertangis kedu membisu

Jauh pergi tanpa tuju

Pergi bak duri semalu.

Sketsa Cinta

Manisnya bicara kata

Sembunyi di balik lara

Perih aku di belantara

Jadi peri didunia fana

Apa benar bahagia...

Apa benar diluka...

Malah antara duanya

Buat jiwa meronta

Sketsa cinta aku dan dia

Rindu aku padanya

Malam sepi tanpa cahaya

Bicara nanti bukan dusta

Imbau aku rasa asmara

Merdu tangis bagai irama

Digiris rasa duka lara

Kan ku nantimu selamanya.

Di Gerbang Rindu

Selama mana harus ku menahan

Rinduan ini.. ku gagahi

Ingin berjumpa, rindu kau tiada

Jiwa lara.. rasa cinta..

Lemas meronta

Dalam deraian gelap ini

Menangis aku sendiri

Malam sepi tanpamu

Kau.. jelmalah engkau

Walau sekadar dalam mimpiku

Malam.. digerbang rindu

Hingga sepet mata menunggu.

Kau Kan Ku Nanti

Sungguh tak pernah ku menduga

Dia akan kembali padaku semula

Malah berjauhan lamanya

Namun masih berbahagia

Detik menyiksa kala berbunga

Nafas segar bagai beredar

Dan aku berjanji setia

Dia cintaku yang terakhir

Merana gelora jiwa sepi

Titian usang ku meniti

Menanti dirimu kembali

Engkaukan ku nanti.

Bersenja Kala Hari

Teguh berdiri

Malah bersendiri

Hari ke hari

Harungi detik duri

Air mata berseri

Nafas cinta bersemi

Dihujani tanpa mentari

Dibuai tampak pelangi

Lara aku tanpamu Aini

Sejenak alunan melodi

Sedetik imbau memori

Gema kasih cinta suci.

Kau Yang Ku Nanti

Tanpa arah tanpa hala

Merindui dirimu seribu makna

Madu bersamamu kurasa manisnya

Terpaksa aku menelan jua

Beginilah hidupnya cinta kita

Kau jauh disana ku menderita

Ditawan rasa rindu yang membara

Tersekat nafasku ke manakah hala

Engkau yang ku nanti

Setia ku menunggumu

Jangan pernah kau pergi

Pastinya leburlah hatiku.

Sinar Kasih

Tempuhi hariku seorang diri

Dalam gundah alam maya ini

Menantinya dari hari ke hari

Sunyinya tanpa dia di sisi

Rela menempuh hidup dengannya

Bersama insan yang ku cinta

Pasrah sungguhnya rasa

Bila rindu terburai dalam jiwa

Dia.. dibawah mentari berapi

Terhalang dek pagar berduri

Yang sedang merindui diri ini

Bagai berada di alam mimpi

Aku berjanji pada diriku sendiri

Apa yang penting aku harus bersabar

Berjanji akan setia menunggui

Dirimu oh kekasihku yang bersinar.

Who Do You Think You Are

I learned to live half alive

I lost half of the love I loved

You left me behind, vanished

And I'm not your ghost anymore

It took so long just to feel alright

Now you came up, want to come back

But don't come back to me

Who do you think you are?

You let me hand go and fake a smile

Leaving scars so deep in my heart

And I tearing love apart and you want back

Who do you think you are?..

Home

When I was in the darkest of my days

They took my sorrow and took my pain

And washed it away, washed it away

And they were my mom and dad

I wish I could lay down beside you

When the day is done

And wake up to your face against the morning sun

But I know I'm far away from you

There's a place I could wash my pain

Close to neon lights and shine on

I'd rather spend my days hiding there

And you know I call that home.

In My Life

There is someone I remember

What is gone and what is remain

With him I have too much moments

But I just losing him in my life

Each friends or lovers I have

There is no one compares with you

You are gone from me forever

I miss you now like never before

And I trying my hardest not to cry

Oh grandpa... I miss you so much!

But I knew I have to let you go

You'll be forever in my heart, in my life.

A Pillow of Winds

A cloud of eider down

Draws around me softening the sound

Sleepy time when I lie

With my love by my side

And she's breathing low

And the candle dies.

When night comes down you lock the door

The boot falls to the floor

As darkness falls the waves roll by

The seasons change

The wind is warm.

Now wakes the owl, now sleeps the swan

Behold a dream, the dream is gone

Green fields

A cold rain is falling

Near the golden dawn.

And deep beneath the ground

The early morning sounds and I go down

Sleepy time in my life

With my love by my side

And she's breathing low

And I rise like a bird

In the haze and the first rays touch the sky

And the night winds die.

Breathe

Breathe

Breathe, breathe in the air

Don't be afraid to care

Leave but don't leave me

Look around and choose your own ground

Long you live and high you fly

And smiles you'll give and tears you'll cry

And all you touch and all you see

Is all your life will ever be

Run, rabbit run

Dig that hole, forget the sun

And when at last the work is done

Don't sit down it's time to dig another one

For long you live and high you fly

But only if you ride the tide

And balanced on the biggest wave

You race towards an early grave

Learn To Live Without You

There was a time, I was afraid

For something that happens to me

There was a time, I live in fear

About the something, broken heart

I have to learn to live without you

Cos’ the goodbye could come anytime

I have to learn to live without you

Cos’ I believe the love is only a feeling

I’m heartsick, and I’m broken

Love is blind, love is a dream of fantasy

There’s no moonlight, only a heavy rain

There will be something I’ll look tonight

I have to learn to live without you

Cos’ the goodbye could come anytime

I have to learn to live without you

Cos’ I believe the love is only a feeling.

An End

Sometimes I get tired of the waiting

Sometimes I get tired for being calm

Is this the way it has always been?

But I know my time will come soon

The wind blows through this night

Would it stay cold or be gone?

A dreamer dreamed a dream

Would leave this world at soon

I feel like I’m drowning in a deep river

Lonely like shadows into the night

The water flowing, my time has come

The endless river, end of my world.

A Man In Black

It’s raining outside

The tears run down on my face

And it’s raining inside

Picture me with a broken heart

Now the clouds are moving away

Leaving me a scar that can’t be vanished

In silence, closing eyes but can’t sleep

Oh Lord, send me an angel of mine

Knowledge of love is knowledge of shadow

Nobody knows that I’m feeling down

Finally understand the feelings of the few

You don’t understand this is not who I am

Love is blind, love is fear, love is lies

A dream of fantasy for a maniac

That fly me to the wind of sadness

For a man in darkness just like me.

Raining Eyes

Through the circle of time

At the end of the rainbow

There's a light shining onto me

And it's you who make my day

When a love is start to begins

I start believing you'll be mine forever

When it's over suddenly, so they say

Can't you see the rain over my eyes?

Sun is cold and rain is hard

It's coming down like water

It can't stop I wonder on it goes

The rain's down in sunny day.

When I Need You

When I need you, when I need love

I just close my eyes and I'm with you

Have you ever wonder how much I love you

It's not that easy to make it without you

When I need you, when I need your love

I just hold out my hand and I touch love

But I never knew there was so much love

Then you know that I won't be traveling forever

And I know that we are far away

A long road we are driving

All I wish it won't stop by

Cause I know we could stand forever.

My Love, My Darling

My love... my darling

I've hungered for your touch

I need your love to me

Will you come back to me?

Oh love... are you still mine?

And so long, lonely time

What can I do without you

And what am I without you..

And tonight, it feels so slowly

Don't abandon me, oh please

Through all that may come

Through all that may go.

Switched Hours

When a man loves a woman

Can't keep his mind on nothing else

He rather let everything to be gone

For a good thing he is found

Oo yeah, I spend my whole time

Whatever it may take me for her

But now it's seems so grayish

And I feel so far away from her

And I feeling weak now, oooohh

Pain come through over my blood

And I know she's hurt now, so much

Let me be there to ease your pain.

Still I'm Sad

See the rain, the falling rain

The wind is blowing gently

My tears is falling down

Still I'm sad in this cold day

I sit and wait for a girl my love

Does an angel contemplate my fate

And when I'm lying in my bed

All I feel the love is dead

It is like a story of love

Can you hear me, want you near me

Still I'm sad, talk to darkness again

And I will sleep out in the rain

Hello darkness my old friend

I've come to talk to you again

In restless dreams I walked alone

Still haven't found what I am looking for.

Bisikan Kalbu

Aku hanyalah insan biasa

Yang punyai cacat cela

Utuh tersembunyi disebalik hijab ini

Siapalah aku ini untuk mereka

Andai kupunyai salah dan silap

Tanpa sedar menggurisi hatimu

Usahlah mencemuhku, usahlah membenciku

Tunjukilah aku jalan yang diredhaiNya

Rindu terus bertamu

Tanpa mengenal waktu

Sepinya aku tanpa si dia

Utuhkanlah kami berdua

Wind of Sadness

So sad, all alone

The night is beautiful

But seems nothing to me

Along the way home

I feel so down and so stumble

My feelings make me alone

Alone I stand, alone I fall down

Everything is so lifeless

I listen to the wind of sadness

Everything is on me

Alone in my bed

Waiting for the silence call..

You Know What I Meant

Memories go back to childhood

Today I still recall of it all

How happy I was then

There was no sorrow, no pain

When an angel come to stay

Would it be slipping away

I'm thinking of you day by day

Will our love gonna turns to gray

Lost and lonely, don't you worry

I know that you know what I meant

Now I've found you

Would you wait for me forever?

The Mastery of Love - Ep. 1 - Come Back To Me

Alone again, I feel so alone again

With this emptiness I just can't hide

I need you more than words can say

Can't you see the tears run down my face

Please come back to me

Everything I had has gone

Oh love, come back to me

Can't we try it one more time?

What can I do to win you back again

Waking up without you by my side

I still love you, I just love you

So can you please come back to me

What I feel...

Like the body without soul

Like the night without stars and moon

And it's raining inside in the end

Come back to me

Would you come back to me

Come back to me

I still love you, I just love you.

Love of A Lifetime

I was just sitting here thinking

That the time was right for us

Took our time, live our own lives

And I wish that may all come true

I finally found the love of a lifetime

A love to last my whole life through

With you I never ever wonder

You'll be forever in my heart

With every kiss our love may renewed

Still we both know that the road is long

The stars in the sky was made for me and you

That I know I finally found my forever love.

The Light of My Life

I've been flying with a broken wings

I was in love with a broken heart

Erasing pains inside ain't too easy

Everything I do, anywhere I go

Pains are only a tale of misery

Fallen tears, damaged my thought

Every morning the sun will arise

But inside me was nothing difference

But when I was in your arms

And our lips touched together

I could feel the love of your heart

You're the light of my life

You lighted up my daily life

Underneath our bed that night

I want your love oh my angel

You're the light of my life.

You're My Angel

Did you know I was so lonely till' I found you

Wonder why the right lady never come

My world is changing, now I've found you

The only one who could make me happy

I still remember the night I was with you

It was a quite night and I would be alright

Hold you tight, touches your lips and kissed you

And we had a great moment in bed

I've been waiting for the right woman

I've been searching for an angel

In between in the dark and in the light

Oh sure you are an angel I'm looking for

Oh baby I just need you, be my guide

Can you feel my heart? It's on you

I've lost you once, would you be mine again?

But I shall return though I'm losing myself. 

I'll Stay

Everyday I think about you

All the time crazy for you

I feel you deep in my heart

Sell my soul only just for you

Your body moves, we feel like one

I want you now more than ever

But then could it be that easy

After all you've said to me, oh why?

You broke my confidence

Took it all, why can't you see

Makes no difference, to you it seems

What happens to me

One way to face, what is true

Life goes on, what else can I do

In my thoughts you'll always be

The only one who could make me happy

Oh darl, you can't use me

Then just up and leave me

And then who will there be 

That can love you like me

I'm not leaving, I didn't leave you

You know I'm gonna make you mine

Your heart is in mine now, I'll stay

How can I'm gonna leave and run.

Island of Hopes

Let me tell you a story

About a thing that I've through

One night wondering on an island

I had one great night but no more

I was rambling, enjoying the bright moonlight

Gazing up at the stars with a girl I loved

A couple of time we were slept on the beach

Not aware it was a midnight time

Feeling cold and it fell to my knees

Held her fingers and she slept in my arms

Then something took me to an unholy place

And that is where I fell in the heaven of world

The time came to reunite both of our heart

I didn't know if I was in reality or fantasy

Cos our heart has been defeated from it

I was numb with fear but still wanna go on

My breath breathed like hell

Faster than the wind but behind I didn't glance

One thing that I did not dare was

Was to pushed it straight ahead

When we're awoke from our sleep

When we're awoke from our bed

And we woke up from our dreams

Still together in the bright moonlight

To this day I guess I'll never know

Just why she don't want to make it right

But I'll never go find somebody else

Now only time will tell and send me hopes.