Because of Me (Smoker)

I lie in here at home
And this room is too cold
I need you mom, I need you Dad
I need someone to hold

I can't breathe, am I a machine?
It goes whirr and I'm freezes
When mom says smoking is bad
I think she lied, now I understand

Regrets for so many times
Cos' mom told me from young, smoking is stupid,
It soot up my lung and blacken my teeth,
Makes my mom always looked so very sad

I smoked two packs a day and still healthy and strong,
But that was so long ago, now I'm always in pain
I always love you mom and dad, even not as it shown
And I know that you always loved me too

There's always been a cigarette, stuck inside my hand
What if I've got lung cancer or any of them?
My breathing becomes labored, don't think I'll live
Maybe I'll stay in the hospital, or in the ICU

For the cigarette, I gave all I had to give
I'm a heavy smoker and wasting money too much
I smokes around the innocent peoples
So why does their lives about to end, because of me...

The Invisible Voice

All those nights so lonely

Feels like walking over miles

And miles of broken glass

I can't hide from the hurt inside

So many times I've seen

The storms and the lightning

Came with the anger and pain

I could be someone else, I was

And a cold-hearted woman

There's a wound that's open wide

Painted with the black roses

But truth's never plain to see

Somewhere in the darkness

A voice that's crying to be heard

Am I speak to myself

Darkness tells what can you see

Somewhere in the darkest night

Someone will hear your tears

Is that what they fear to hear

A silent voice that can't ever be seen!

Cinta

Dahulu bersama seketika
Denganmu aku bermesra
Kau laksana bulan purnama
Indahnya dilihat mata

Kau cantik bagaikan bunga
Umpama pasu berteman seroja
Namun layu sepi tanpa kata
Lama benar dihanyut masa

Cinta lama kini bersua
Kasih padanya bertaut semula
Pada insan yang di damba
Hanya dia tanpa lainnya

Namun apa ertinya tanpa setia
Inginku hingga hujungnya nyawa
Pohon doa agar menjadi nyata
Sinar hadirmu tampak sempurna

Melangkah sudah satu tanda
Tertangis dalam derai tawa
Apakah ia terpendam rahsia
Ternantinya ia dihitung masa

Memang benar sudahku sangka
Degup jantung diiring irama
Dicarinya bukan luka nan kecewa
Pintaku bahagia denganmu cinta.

The Sun in the Winter

Since you've been gone a while
That goes for the heartbreaking
There's a storm that's raging
Through my frozen heart tonight

I'd rather hurt you honestly
Than mislead you with a lie
And who am I to judge you
I just close my eyes and hide

I spend my time to think of you
It's almost driving me wild
I want to hold you til I die
Til we both break down and cry

I want you to be my breath
In my trip of grow old
At times I'd like to break through
And hold you endlessly

And here tonight I'm needing you
Close my eyes and I'm with you
I hold out my hands and I touch love
In the frozen winter time tonight

You know I won't be traveling forever
That's a heavy load that we bear
I never knew there was so much love
Keeping me warm night and day.

The Inner of Life

The road is too beautiful
The leaves beneath the tree
And darkness is light asleep
Lost in the haze of the dream

The green grass is grown
The child is growing old
Suffocated in black clouds
Free the fear and the pain

[Speaking in silence]
“That was a dark time in his life. For more than a year, he had been struggling with all these of the dark side.” – Dave

“Erh... I figured I might as well follow that advice.” – Rick

“What are you talking about? I don’t get it.” – Mitchel

“Well, the poetry.” - Rick

“But you... you have complicated eyes which is full of imagination.” - Mitchel

The dream that being dreamed
But now it is all the past
For long you live and high you fly
Is all your life will ever be

Where you’re coming from
And to where you’re going to
The time... is an endlessly
Never can be drown in ocean

Tree within tree
Stone within stone
Light within light
Water within water

The child envisioned the mother
Kept from beneath her wings
Probably turns out to be in the rain
When would you pay the return?

The child envisioned the father
The dew of words, a fresh grass
The wise moon that brighter
Or the river which is endless

Time and space and emotion
Dimension of life and death
No navigator to lead the way
How about to spread the wings?

Time is ticking and does not wait
Or to be stopped though, too
Or have its hands kissed
Which way will you heading?

“Every morning after that, he has been in poetry in a way he’d never experienced. With his all imaginations he has, he written more which was where he learned about the life.”
– Dave

“I was in the midst of a suicidal depression and about to be drowned.” – Rick

“This is the inner of life.” – Rick