Where The Rain Grows

I never looked higher
Than I could see
Never gave less
Than I have given me
The more you have taken
You turned into fakes
I finally know how
Why for heavens' sake?

Don't tell me you did not see that I cried
Don't act so deaf and blind
Don't think that is someone's made dumb to the core
He would stay like before

So I take my life
Back from where the rain grows
Die to survive
Back from where the rain grows

Now you call me liar
'Cause you are just the
"Always-have-right-fools-majority"
I think that if someone
Starved at your side
You'd all turn your back
Won't give any dime

Don't tell me you did not see that I cried
Don't act so deaf and blind
Don't think that is someone's made sad to the core
He would stay like before

So I take my life
Back from where the rain grows
Die to survive
Back from where the rain grows
I know where the rain grows
I'm back from where the rain grows.

Why Does It Always Rain On Me?

For a moment I can't sleep tonight

Everybody saying everything is alright

But still I can't close my eyes

I'm seeing a dark tunnel in my night

This morning is a sunny day

But where have you gone?

Wake up in the morning with smiles

I get the strangest feeling you belong

Why does it always rain on me?

Is it because I did wrong when I was 17?

Why does it always rain on me?

Even when the sun is shining bright

I can't stand myself anymore

Always ride myself on the storm

Still life goes on in black heavy rains

Maybe til my eyes is closed forever.

I'll Be Back

Many times I've been flying

Trying to find where I've been

Many times I've been a traveler

And I look for something new

Many times I've been in hallucination

I'd take your hand and sang you song

I thought my eyes had seen you standing near

But it shows that you are not here

Many times I've been in dreaming

And we're lay down side by side

Wonder and waiting for the day

Now I feel I'm growing older

Many times I've been in hankering

I just wanna stay with you forever

And I miss you where we've been

I'll be back to love you again...

Hallucination

There's a kid who had a big hallucination

Making love to girl on his old school

He wonders if you're sleeping with your new found faith

Could anybody love him, or is it just a crazy dream

And if I show you my dark side

Will you still hold me tonight?

And if I open my heart to you

Show you my weak side 

What would you do?

Would you sell the story to public friends

Would you take the memories away

And leave me alone?

And will you whisper down the phone?

Or would you take me home?

Cinta dan Nafsu

Dia, si hitam berbaju putih

Pujaan ramai buat mereka

Walau jelas tidak bertasbih

Tetapnya di lingkaran neraka

Ghairahnya diranjang kelambu

Lembut dan manja nafasmu

Menjamahi kulit tubuhmu

Rasa nikmat dunia berpadu

Cinta...

Yang tak pasti mana hala tuju

Tiap detik dibalut rasa rindu

Yang semakin menusuk kalbu

Tersungkur pada haru-biru

Makin hari timbulnya celaru

Yang rasanya seakan baru

Namun ditusuknya pilu

Cinta berbalutkan nafsu

Nikmatnya penuh beribu

Jauh ingatan pada yang Satu

Sayup sekali pada diriku

Dia, si hitam berbaju putih

Pujaan ramai buat mereka

Walau jelas tidak bertasbih

Tetapnya di lingkaran neraka.