The Misery

The words I write may hurting you

With the words of an unknown feeling

Speaking in me for the pain within

Bears in mind along the years

No one knows how bad he feels

Words of a stranger, insanity

From the shadows of the stars

Back in time with a dream of mine

I light you a candle of smile

This anger I handle was pain

All those moments with you

On that day back in old times

You were the only one for me

Scarred my soul for life

This man was not me

All these wounds only heal when I'm home

Another year I would be gone forever

The kiss of your last to say goodbye

I think I saw a tear in your eye

But this won't carry me back home

How do you see me? Was it as the one?

Can you see my blood when I'm bleeding

A part of you belongs to me

Will it tear me apart if you feel for me.

Knight of Night

Build a fire a hundred miles away

To light my long way home

Born to walk against the wind

No matter where I stand I'm alone

Silence is a heavy stone

Stand and fight, live by your heart

There are times my heart hangs low

Stand and fight, say what you feel

In a land far away from here

I don't know where I belong

Is my journey to begin or I'm dreaming?

Now I'm trying to find where I've been

I do not want my eyes to see

I never wanted to believe

I will be gone forever and won't be seen

Close your eyes and bury me in eternal grave.

Walk of Life

SOMEONE THERE IS SIGHING
STILL HE TRY IN DIE TRYING
THERE’S BUNCH IN POINTING FINGERS
HE WISH HIS LIFE AWAY

DIG THE HOLE, DIG DEEP
DIG JUST TO MAKE HIS NAME
BUT IT SEEMS BE CRUMBLED
HE LEFT WITH JUST ONE NAME

IT GRIPS HIM, IT STAINS HIM
WELL THE HATE SHAPES HIM
THIS WALK OF LIFE
IS NOTHING, YES I AM!

THEY TRY TO MAKE HIM STAND
WITH HEARTY WORDS TO PLEASE
WAS IS A REAL YOU, OR A DEMON
I WALK INSIDE THIS WALK OF LIFE

HIS FRIEND IS MISERY
HE KEEPS EVERYTHING ALL WITHIN
HEARING ONLY WHAT YOU WANT TO HEAR
AND KNOWING ONLY WHAT YOU’VE HEARD

DO NOT EVER BULLSHIT HIM TWICE
OR TWICE YOU MAY GET WORST
GET WHAT IS SAID, KNOWS HIM
ALL THAT’S HIM IS ALL IS ME.

I'm Coming Home

Through these misty eyes

I see lonely skies

Every beat of my heart

Like in the pouring rain

Will I ever found my way home

Heaven knows where I belong

That's where I want to be

I just want to go home

I'm going home

I'm going home to be with you

I'm going home

Ooh babe I'm coming home

Would it be forever?

Can't you see this love's flying

When the wind blows

Well it's gone more further

Hiding my tears 

I'm walking in the streets

But I just found the shadows

That's what I afraid of

I'm going home

I'm going home to be with you

I'm going home

Ooh babe I'm coming home.

I Don't Want To Talk About It

I can tell by your eyes that you've probably been crying forever,
and the stars in the sky don't mean nothing to you, they're a mirror.
I don't want to talk about it, how you broke my heart.
If I stay here just a little bit longer,
If I stay here, won't you listen to my heart, whoa, heart?

If I stand all alone, will the shadow hide the color of my heart;
blue for the tears, black for the night's fears.
The star in the sky don't mean nothing to you, they're a mirror.
I don't want to talk about it, how you broke my heart.
If I stay here just a little bit longer,
if I stay here, won't you listen to my heart, whoa, heart?
I don't want to talk about it, how you broke this old heart.

If I stay here just a little bit longer,
if I stay here, won't you listen to my heart, whoa, heart?
My heart, whoa, heart.

Nightmares

I was a young man, full of hopes and dreams
Night and day I scan the horizon, sea and sky
Sometimes things ain't what of they seem
Still I'm here to find the answer of the mystery

I close my eyes and think of home
Feel like I've been here before, long ago
Maybe tonight somebody's crying
The tears of a man fell in the midnight

I'm traveling on, far and wide
Is this the place where the living join the dead
So could this be the hour of my rebirth
Or have I died or will awake from dreaming?

Left me here in this place, so all alone
Like a dove lost his way in the sky
It's like I stuck in a middle of the sea
That there ain't no wind to fill my sails

I have lost and far from home
And you know from where I am belonged
Deploy your wings, send me back home
I wish I knew this was only a nightmare.

The Door of Thunder

All of the frustrations

Come beating on my door

A prisoner of heartbreak

And everything is into fake

Say it loud say it clear

And I'll may just be okay

Something inside is so strong

An echo of thunderstorm

All the burning candles wiped out

Melting like a snowman in the wind

Turning my whole world to black

Standing still like a wise man

Dig a grave, tear the grass

Vent my anger, burn my head

A very light misty brain damage

Back and forth across the fury.

Candle In The Wind

Look at me, see the love of yours
Can't you see the love in my eyes
Sometimes I wonder who you are
So close, but we've gone too far

Now my heart cries for you girl
Deep inside, my heart dies for you
Like singing a song that can't be sung
Tell me what's it all mean to you

Sometimes I didn't what this life is
It's like a candle in the wind
It's shines in the dark for me
To wait the candle burned to end

Is this the love that I'm feeling
Is this the love or am I dreaming
How can I tell you babe, stop wondering
I need you by my side, oh please feel it.

Bleeding Heart

All night long tonight
Is all walking dreams
To the long last breath
Never dies always lives

The face with a broken heart
The bleeding heart with tears
The force of some inner tide
Not all the dreams can be true

And I put out my hand
Just to touch your soft hair
To make sure in the darkness
That you were still there

I looked around
I search the sky
I shade my eyes
So nearly blind

And I see sign of half way
And how to beat the tears
Killing this bleeding heart
It's not a message of love.

Love

Oh I love the face you try to hide in your hands

We are in love
Oh I love the snow angels we make hand in hand

We are in love
Give me the stone you're hiding within

Shimmering, frozen, all it does is make me feel the cold
Rules don't apply, gravity lies
The moon gently smiles when we silent by sway while I sing
How long we have been dancing?
You are all I see...
 
Oh I love the smile you're to hide in your hands

We are in love
Oh I love the sand angels we make hand in hand

We are in love

Summer in bloom, lovers in swoon
Never believed I also could walk in the air like a fool
The greatest of stories, heavenly bliss
Now and forever may sometimes end with no kiss

Now we wonder are we both crazy
Getting into this

Oh I love the face you try hide in your hands, we are love
Love the way you get older with me day by day, we are in love
Oh I love the Snow angles we make hand in hand, we are in love
And I love how this love makes us strong day by day, we are in love

Because of Me (Smoker)

I lie in here at home
And this room is too cold
I need you mom, I need you Dad
I need someone to hold

I can't breathe, am I a machine?
It goes whirr and I'm freezes
When mom says smoking is bad
I think she lied, now I understand

Regrets for so many times
Cos' mom told me from young, smoking is stupid,
It soot up my lung and blacken my teeth,
Makes my mom always looked so very sad

I smoked two packs a day and still healthy and strong,
But that was so long ago, now I'm always in pain
I always love you mom and dad, even not as it shown
And I know that you always loved me too

There's always been a cigarette, stuck inside my hand
What if I've got lung cancer or any of them?
My breathing becomes labored, don't think I'll live
Maybe I'll stay in the hospital, or in the ICU

For the cigarette, I gave all I had to give
I'm a heavy smoker and wasting money too much
I smokes around the innocent peoples
So why does their lives about to end, because of me...

The Invisible Voice

All those nights so lonely

Feels like walking over miles

And miles of broken glass

I can't hide from the hurt inside

So many times I've seen

The storms and the lightning

Came with the anger and pain

I could be someone else, I was

And a cold-hearted woman

There's a wound that's open wide

Painted with the black roses

But truth's never plain to see

Somewhere in the darkness

A voice that's crying to be heard

Am I speak to myself

Darkness tells what can you see

Somewhere in the darkest night

Someone will hear your tears

Is that what they fear to hear

A silent voice that can't ever be seen!

Cinta

Dahulu bersama seketika
Denganmu aku bermesra
Kau laksana bulan purnama
Indahnya dilihat mata

Kau cantik bagaikan bunga
Umpama pasu berteman seroja
Namun layu sepi tanpa kata
Lama benar dihanyut masa

Cinta lama kini bersua
Kasih padanya bertaut semula
Pada insan yang di damba
Hanya dia tanpa lainnya

Namun apa ertinya tanpa setia
Inginku hingga hujungnya nyawa
Pohon doa agar menjadi nyata
Sinar hadirmu tampak sempurna

Melangkah sudah satu tanda
Tertangis dalam derai tawa
Apakah ia terpendam rahsia
Ternantinya ia dihitung masa

Memang benar sudahku sangka
Degup jantung diiring irama
Dicarinya bukan luka nan kecewa
Pintaku bahagia denganmu cinta.

The Sun in the Winter

Since you've been gone a while
That goes for the heartbreaking
There's a storm that's raging
Through my frozen heart tonight

I'd rather hurt you honestly
Than mislead you with a lie
And who am I to judge you
I just close my eyes and hide

I spend my time to think of you
It's almost driving me wild
I want to hold you til I die
Til we both break down and cry

I want you to be my breath
In my trip of grow old
At times I'd like to break through
And hold you endlessly

And here tonight I'm needing you
Close my eyes and I'm with you
I hold out my hands and I touch love
In the frozen winter time tonight

You know I won't be traveling forever
That's a heavy load that we bear
I never knew there was so much love
Keeping me warm night and day.

The Inner of Life

The road is too beautiful
The leaves beneath the tree
And darkness is light asleep
Lost in the haze of the dream

The green grass is grown
The child is growing old
Suffocated in black clouds
Free the fear and the pain

[Speaking in silence]
“That was a dark time in his life. For more than a year, he had been struggling with all these of the dark side.” – Dave

“Erh... I figured I might as well follow that advice.” – Rick

“What are you talking about? I don’t get it.” – Mitchel

“Well, the poetry.” - Rick

“But you... you have complicated eyes which is full of imagination.” - Mitchel

The dream that being dreamed
But now it is all the past
For long you live and high you fly
Is all your life will ever be

Where you’re coming from
And to where you’re going to
The time... is an endlessly
Never can be drown in ocean

Tree within tree
Stone within stone
Light within light
Water within water

The child envisioned the mother
Kept from beneath her wings
Probably turns out to be in the rain
When would you pay the return?

The child envisioned the father
The dew of words, a fresh grass
The wise moon that brighter
Or the river which is endless

Time and space and emotion
Dimension of life and death
No navigator to lead the way
How about to spread the wings?

Time is ticking and does not wait
Or to be stopped though, too
Or have its hands kissed
Which way will you heading?

“Every morning after that, he has been in poetry in a way he’d never experienced. With his all imaginations he has, he written more which was where he learned about the life.”
– Dave

“I was in the midst of a suicidal depression and about to be drowned.” – Rick

“This is the inner of life.” – Rick

Louder Than Words

I'm lost and alone
It's fast I am growing old
Thought against the day of gold
There is much for me to hold

There is no answer to be found
And so I fall without a sound
It is louder than words
What's more can I say

Wonder what I will become
In everyday of misty dawn
Put the hope of ours so high
It is louder than words

How can I take you to fly
There is much for me to hold
It is our glorious day of gold
That soon will arrives and may come

My heart is louder than words
It's too deep and hard and steel
But too pain to let it be inside
Much more than spoken so let it be.

Sunday's Saxophone

All alone I lay at home

Staring at the bricks on the wall

With a sound of saxophone I hear

In the wild field of sky I flown

Having a cup of coffee alone

And smokes in the air

From the window making poem

Through the saxophone it flows

The time is ticking away

What have I done this day

Fooling around ooh it's Sunday

For how long would I stay..

The Ghosts of Yesterday

I change like seasons

There's warm and rains

But that's okay

Who I was slips away

Whisperer tell a tale

The wind knows me

Who am I to you today?

So long and good night

I'll miss you when I'm gone

The ghosts of yesterday

Refuse to fade away

Haunt me to accept the fate

Hide and seek with love

We've been here so many times

These ghosts won't refuse

Haunt me til' accept my fate.

The Nightwinds

Now wakes the owl, now sleeps the swan
Behold a dream, the dream is gone
Breathing low and the candle dies
Sleepless night and the wind is cold

Every night I turn the light out
The light turn to dream of you
How I wish I could rewind time
How I hate that we're far away

As darkness rolled at night time
As I watch her from my window
So I will follow in her shadow
Summoning my soul to endless sleep

And sunlight bright upon my pillow
In hazy the first ray touch the sky
And I rise like a bird in golden dawn
Then the night winds die...

Til' Meet Again

Those sweet moments with her
Will always bring a smile
And if I could have her back
For just a little while

Then we could sit and talk again
Just like we used to do, you & me
And she handed me a story album
That life and journey's on

The fact that you're no longer here
Will always cause me miss
But you're forever in my heart
Until we meet again, some day.